I want to give up but I don't have this permission to do that.
I want to cry and hide to everybody but I can't.
I'm going down but I can't show or talk about that to my collaborators because they can't only pull me up, but they're also going down too.
As a leader, we can only think as a leader, do anything as a leader.
Now I'm very tired, I want to relax or meet somebody which I can talk about my troubles, my mistakes. I would like to be a little girl and I need a shoulder.
I know I will grow up through over the stress, the troubles but I'm very confused at all.
I usually feel lonely in this time, I don't know what am I looking for in this city, where is the place I will belong to?
By the way, only work I can do and think, that is try and try!
